Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts

November 28, 2014

Thanksgetting

I can think of few concepts less appealing than Black Friday:

> Getting up stupid early,

> To go shopping,

> In a mob of people... who got up stupid early to go shopping.

All on the morning after (and increasingly the day of) a holiday dedicated to thankfulness for what we have.

Buying things we don't need, with money we don't have, to impress people we don't like.

March 8, 2014

On Morning

"Good morning" is not a phrase I will ever utter in sincerity. When necessary I will resort to simply "morning" which if anything should be regarded as a word of warning. "Good morning" on the other hand is an oxymoron whose use is about as sensible as wishing someone a "happy funeral".

March 11, 2012

All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us

It's strange, I don't feel like I've been doing much of anything lately, but when I stop and think about it, I have plenty on my plate- at least in theory. Maybe I need to focus my attention on a few things at a time. I'm very much a "starter" and tend to lack follow-through.

Rather than make this another apologetic post about how I've been putting off blogging in favor of other things, I'll just switch it up and talk about all that's going on- and what isn't so much.

Girlfriend: Most importantly, I have fallen in love with a beautiful young lady named Jessica. I mentioned her briefly before, and you will hear more about her in the future. I may even persuade her to co-author this blog. Jessica is a life-long acquaintance, but we only recently realized that we're perfect for each other. She has unquestionably been the highlight of the past few months. Unfortunately we're forced to maintain a long-distance relationship, but we have been able to visit each other frequently and we manage to make do with Skype and IM.

Working: My job obviously takes up the largest share of my time and effort. The project that I have been assigned to for almost a year now as the sole GUI developer is starting to wrap up. I've learned a lot and gained some valuable experience, but it hasn't all been fun or even tolerable. As a junior engineer with limited experience I'm working a bit outside of my technical comfort zone and above my pay grade, but my results are being noticed. The company is making some transitions in technology and practices, and I'm right in the middle of some of it. Personally though, I'm just looking forward to moving on to a new project at this point.

Reading: I've tried to get back in the habit of reading books since I finished college, and now my to-read list is growing out of control. In addition to my extensive bookshelf on Goodreads (those 250+ don't count sequels and series), I keep picking up more used books from the library to the point where my (large-ish) physical bookshelf is double-stacked with books I haven't read. I'm currently in the middle of The Deed of Paksenarrion, Primal: The Quest for the Lost Soul of Christianity, and yet another pass through The Lord of the Rings. Meanwhile, Jessica and I are participating in a challenge that my church organized to read through the whole Bible in a year. I'm still struggling to finish Genesis, although we're supposed to have read through Deuteronomy 8 and the gospels by now. So no so good on that front.

Writing: My foray into NaNoWriMo obviously didn't work out so well, but I certainly haven't given up on writing. I've been trying to organize all of my notes for the book, and recently came up with an important new plot thread. I think what I need most is practice- writing anything. It seems that when I do try to draft long passages I get bogged down in my inability to put my thoughts clearly into words, and soon give up because I can't get it to sound right. Writing more frequently, even on completely unrelated topics, would probably help me focus on getting more words down.

Drinking: As last year, I'm participating in 40 Days of Water. It's a campaign from the charity Blood:Water Mission to give up all beverages except tap water for Lent, and donate your savings to fund wells in Uganda where 30% of the population doesn't have access to clean drinking water. I got Jessica to join me this time, mostly to see if she could break her chocolate milk addiction. Today happens to be Sunday, so I'm enjoying the day off with a Yuengling. Okay, so that isn't really an ongoing activity, but it's a point of interest.

Gaming: As always, I picked up a number of new games from Steam's holiday sale. This time I added Mass Effect 1 & 2, Fallout 3 & New Vegas, Empire & Napoleon: Total War, and the complete X (space sim) series to my repertoire. Being the avid gamer I am, I'm still working on the early stages of Mass Effect. Like most other hobbies, my game library is growing faster than I can enjoy it. In other news, I'm still working on my Civ3 mod Legacy, which could theoretically be ready for a 1-era beta as soon as I check all the rules and insert some workable placeholder graphics.

In addition to all of that, I'll be getting back into running soon if the weather will stabilize. Then there's the political mischief that I'm always getting into. And don't forget blogging. I think I'll have enough to keep me busy, if I can stay focused on a few items and not get

September 11, 2011

10 Years Later

Woke up to a brand new skyline
We licked our wounds and mourned the dead
Swallowed the story, hook and sinker
Is this what we meant, when we said
That we never would forget?
Those are the opening lines to "Broken Lungs" by Thrice, a mournful song reflecting on the damage inflicted on September 11, 2001 and our collective reaction. I've been thinking a lot lately about that day, but more about the days since.

I don't want to politicize tragedy, but as we commemorate the tenth anniversary of that terrible event we must consider why it happened and what we have done in response. On 9/11 we learned that America was not invulnerable. That we had enemies who could and would do us harm. That the reality of mass violence was not limited to third-world countries that we read about in the news. It happened here, and it happened to us. And we swore we'd never forget.

Now, a decade later, I have to wonder if we have forgotten. Not the attack itself, of course. We still recall where we were when we heard the news. The images of the collapsing towers and billowing smoke are forever etched in our memories. We remember the chaos. The shock. The terror. But have we forgotten what it meant?

Did we ever really know?

We were told that they hated us for our freedom. Are we more free?

We were told that we must must make the world safe for democracy. Are we safer?

That day shattered our innocence, but are we still naive? That day opened our eyes, but do we really see? A decade later, are we wiser than we were on September 10, 2001? Have we asked ourselves the hard questions about why this happened and what we can do- must do- to make things right?

Or are we fools and cowards all?

August 4, 2011

An Ill-Fated Voyage

The US Government is like the sinking Titanic. Republicans are compulsively rearranging deck chairs while Democrats want to take another pass at that iceberg. Ron Paul and a few friends are standing off to the side with some life boats trying to get people's attention, but nobody is listening because they're all threatening to kill each other over whether the captain should have hit the iceberg head-on.

I posted that little quip to Google+ yesterday and got several approvals, so I broke my recent taboo and posted it to Facebook and got several more. Those who liked it varied across the political spectrum. I think that shows that it's a fitting analogy, and that people are aware of just how bad the situation is.

To anyone who is paying attention, it should be mostly self-explanatory. The iceberg is the massive economic disaster that we've been flirting with for several years now. The proverbial deck chairs represent the few billion dollars here and there that the populist Republicans have fought so hard for while the Democrats want to dump more money into the hole. Only an ideological few, mostly libertarian leaning leaders are willing to call out the political games for what they are and demand fundamental changes to our way of doing things.

That last part about fighting over past decisions seems like a silly hyperbole, but it's actually the part of the analogy that I find most true. You see, Titanic was built with a compartmental design to withstand a collision with an iceberg. But when the captain saw the ice at the last moment, either out of panic and lack of trust in the ship's cunning design, or for confidence in his own skill and wanting to minimize the impact, he chose to divert, resulting in more damage. It is likely that this maneuver actually doomed the ship.

Likewise, when facing a mounting economic disaster likely spurred on by decades of political maneuvering, our government chose to take drastic and short-sighted action rather than let the free market take its course, meet the crisis head on, and come out leaner and healthier on the other side. By pushing our already enormous national debt to completely unsustainable levels (now outweighing our GPD and putting us into the same category as the heavily indebted European nations that are now facing economic collapse) they have likely doomed our economy in the long run.

Unfortunately, what's done is done. Whether it was tax cuts, multiple wars, bailouts, stimulus funding, massive healthcare overhaul, or a fundamentally broken system, the money was spent and now it is owed. They have borrowed over $14.5 trillion from both American and foreign creditors, while piling spending on top of irresponsible spending. But much of the political rhetoric being tossed around is about how bad those decisions were, how it should have been done differently, how things might have ended up if only, how many puppies Obamacare has kicked. The fact is, those things did happen, we do have a national debt greater than our GDP, we are borrowing and spending at unsustainable rates, and the US Dollar is in decline. Nothing we say now, and little that we try to undo, is going to change that.

That's where the lifeboats come in. A few prescient leaders have been warning us about the reality of the situation for a while now, but most of us have been too caught up in mudslinging to take notice. The "spending cut" that supposedly solved the debt crisis merely says that the government will spend a few trillion less than it had otherwise planned to over the next ten years, much of which will be borrowed. This ~$2.4 trillion, a number unfathomable to most people, is still only pocket change to the $15 trillion debt that is still rising- and, per the same legislation, authorized to rise- bounded only by the continued wrangling of Congress. This massive number is in turn dwarfed by the $114.5 trillion unfunded liabilities, the money which the government is already planning to spend but can't afford. Yes, that is one hundred trillion dollars greater than what we already owe.

Ron Paul, who has been warning of this for years, and his son Rand are two who have been pushing hard for a balanced budget amendment that would ban deficit spending altogether. A requirement for a vote on such an amendment made its way into the law, which may prove to be its greatest victory. Ron has also long been a vocal advocate of returning to the gold standard, which would effectively prevent the government from monetizing debt by simply printing more fiat currency and devaluing the money supply. At this point even such revolutionary actions may not be enough. We may be in for an economic collapse, and abandoning a doomed ship may be our only recourse. We're already past the oft-quoted 200 year average lifespan of great civilizations, and it looks like the "American Century" may be cut short.

It's time for a paradigm shift. The federal government got us into this mess, but left to its own devices it's not going to get us out. Our lifeboats are state and local governments committed to financial responsibility and personal freedom; election of leaders who will take courageous and unpopular action to bring our debt and spending under control and reign in the unconstitutional expansion of the federal government; and a firm reliance on God, not the State, as our provider and protector. Are you going to climb in, or will you listen to the band play until the ship goes down?

April 5, 2011

Tell Me Why I'm Wrong: A Geometric "Proof"

This little geometric riddle is something that I have thought about way too much, and it's driving me crazy. I know this is incorrect but I can't figure out why:
The diagonal of a square is twice the length of its sides.
Crazy, right? We all know it's not true. The Pythagorean Theorem states that for a triangle with sides a, b, and hypotenuse c,
a2 + b2 = c2
 which means that for triangles formed by a diagonally bisected square with sides of length n,
n2 + n2 = c2
where c is the length of the diagonal. Simple algebra gives us
c = √2n
That's what we all learned in geometry, right? The length of the diagonal of a square is √2 times the length of its sides. Physical reality backs up this fact. Grab a ruler and see for yourself. Now then, why does the following "proof" make sense?

Assuming a square with sides of length a, the distance between opposite corners of the square traveling along the border of the square is 2a.

By dividing both sides into two equal segments and alternating directions, we create a new path of the same distance 2a.
2(a/2) + 2(a/2) = a + a = 2a

By continually dividing each side into n equal segments of length a/n and rearranging them in this manner, we create a path that is arbitrarily close to the diagonal without changing the total length of the path:
n(a/n) + n(a/n) = a + a = 2a

As the number of segments n approaches infinity, the total length remains unchanged.
lim(n → ∞) 2an/n = lim(n → ∞) 2a = 2a

Thus the length of the diagonal is 2a or twice the length of a side.

Please, someone tell me why I'm wrong.